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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Manna From Heaven

I am waiting upon God's timing and provision for work these days. It is a daily discipline, and more and more I am seeing how little patience and faith I truly have. I am used to having a plan and making things happen. But for now, I have a clear sense that that is exactly what I am not supposed to be doing.

Instead I am growing, very slowly, in learning how to pray about things daily, with open hands. And this week, I discovered another way to cultivate reliance on God.

Food.

That's right. Through food.

For years my friend Mo has called our pantry "Y2K" because it is ridiculously overloaded with a ton of stuff - from overenthusiastic Costco runs to leftovers from youth group events to ambitious purchases from Trader Joe's. Couple that with a bursting bag each week from Fairview Gardens, and I have more than enough to eat.

BUT... regardless of how much I have, I usually think I am still missing that one *necessary* ingredient for a certain recipe I just found, or lacking something I am craving.... and off to the store I go!

However, since I am learning in new ways how God provides, I decided this week to create "manna" meals (see Exodus 16 for a refreshing reminder of this story) out of what I have already received.

In other words, I got a little inspired. So I'm sharing two recipes for meals I just made up myself, out of the bounty of what I have been given. I don't want to ever be caught grumbling like those ancient Israelites... I have a full tummy and a warm bed. I am inordinately blessed!

BEET GREENS with BACON SOUP

1 onion, sliced in half moons
2 tsp crushed garlic (or more, if you really like garlic)
4 slices uncured bacon
1 lb yukon gold potatoes, cubed
1 large bunch beet greens, cut roughly
1/4 c balsamic vinegar
1-2 carrots, diced
6 c vegetable broth (Amount can vary based on whether you want this to be more like soup or stew)
1 c uncooked barley
1 tsp salt
1 tsp dried basil
1 tsp dried oregano
1 tsp dried parsley

1. Cook bacon in large pot till crispy. Remove bacon and set aside. Sauté onion and garlic in bacon grease till onion browns slightly. Add potato and carrot, and cook in the bacon grease until vegetables soften - about 5 minutes.

2. Pour in the vinegar and cook, stirring, until the flavor mellows, about 2 minutes. Add the broth and bring to a boil over high heat. Throw in beet greens and all spices, reducing heat to low. (Broth will get pink-colored, which is kinda cool!)

4. Cover pot and cook for at least 1 hour. (But it can cook longer). Use potato masher to break down the soup after it has cooked for the hour.

5. Half an hour before you want to eat, pour in barley and return cover to pot. Stir occasionally.

Top with shredded parmesan before serving. Add warm french bread and a glass of wine.

GYOZA with FAVA BEANS

Half package of defrosted Trader Joe's Vegetable Gyoza (usually crammed in the back of your freezer, forgotten, like mine was....)
1 bundle of udon noodles, uncooked
1 cup shelled and cooked fava beans (see directions for preparation below)
1 carrot, diced very small (because I hate carrots. But God provided them, so I just add them for color!)
1-2 yukon gold potatoes (can you tell I had a bag of potatoes??)
3-4 chard leaves
1/2 c fresh cilantro, diced
1 tb soy sauce
2 tb rice vinegar
1 tb sesame oil
1 tsp salt

1. Shell 1 lb of fava beans. Bring pot of water to boil and put beans in boiling water for 2-3 minutes. Remove from heat, rinse beans with cold water. After allowing them to cool, squeeze beans from white outer shells. (Yes, they are a lot of work, but they're worth it)

2. Boil another pot of water and cook udon noodles. Rinse and set aside.

3. Poke the potatoes a few times with a fork, then place in microwave for 1 to 1 1/2 minutes (until soft). Dice them up into small cubes. Then place the chard leaves in the microwave for 30-40 seconds. Dice up roughly

4. Cut gyoza in half and place in bowl. Toss in shelled fava beans, diced chard leaves, carrot, potato, cilantro, udon noodles. Pour in soy sauce, sesame oil, rice vinegar, and salt. Toss everything together well.

5. Cover bowl with saran wrap and refrigerate for at least half an hour.

This meal wasn't real pretty, but YUM it tasted good!
Then the Lord said to Moses, “Look, I’m going to rain down food from heaven for you. Each day the people can go out and pick up as much food as they need for that day. (Exodus 16:4)

Monday, April 27, 2009

I Don't Know What to Say

Sometimes heavy things press in on my heart. Right now, I am broken-hearted at the loss and continuous suffering of ones I love. There is nothing to say that would comfort. When I pray at times like this, I am confounded as well.

God can handle this -- silence and sadness, that is. He would rather we come to him in tears, in anger, with shaking fists, than have us wander away, shut down and closed off. The Garden of Gethsemane is a painting of such profound horror and fear.

When it feels this way, I often look for a hymn - one that can speak for me and tease out the words held captive inside. The psalms do that too.

Last night I bought a 2-CD set of Fernando Ortega singing hymns (nice and cheap - $5.49 on Amazon). They make the dark, twisty feelings sound better...

This one works for today.
I need Thee every hour,
Most gracious Lord;
No tender voice like Thine,
Can peace afford.
I need Thee, O I need Thee,
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, Savior,
I come to Thee.

I need Thee every hour,
Stay Thou near by;
Temptations lose their power,
When Thou art nigh.
I need Thee, O I need Thee;
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee.

I need Thee every hour,
In joy or pain;
Come quickly and abide,
Or life is vain.
I need Thee, O I need Thee;
Every hour I need Thee!
O bless me now, my Savior,
I come to Thee.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Fabulous Online Concerts - don't pass it up

I know it's not Monday, but I was not in a space to talk about music earlier this week.

Anyway, I cannot keep this news to myself. If you enjoy some of the newer music out there, or want to hear more of it in an uninterrupted way, go to this link for All Songs Considered - Live Concerts.

It is like Christmas every day. These are solid recordings of live concerts by tremendous musicians - M. Ward, Neko Case, Mates of State, Thao, Blitzen Trapper, Blind Pilot, The Decemberists, The Avett Brothers... incredible. We all know that live concerts capture qualities in the music and in the performers that cannot be reproduced in a studio... I cannot believe we can get this for free.

I'm listening to Vienna Teng right now - if you like unadorned piano work and a unique female voice, along with tremendous lyrics, tune in. Glorious.

PS Don't miss out on the All Songs Considered website itself - plus subscribe to the podcast on iTunes. With the search function you can plug in the artists you're interested in and find past concerts, interviews, reviews, etc. It's like Christmas... Eve?

Monday, April 20, 2009

Blue Monday

I lost a friend last night. His name was Steve Birch. He was a great dad to guys from my old youth group, a tremendous husband and son, a remarkably hospitable host who hosted countless events for us and so many others, a gifted and generous doctor and surgeon, an advocate for many - including my dear friend Claire as she suffers for so long from a brain tumor, and finally, an adventurous risk-taker. We thought he'd avert this disaster like he had all the other ones, but sadly, it was not the case.

My reading in cranky old Ecclesiastes put words to some of my grief today. From Chapter 7, in the Message:
3 Crying is better than laughing.
It blotches the face but it scours the heart.

4 Sages invest themselves in hurt and grieving.
Fools waste their lives in fun and games.

10 Don't always be asking, "Where are the good old days?"
Wise folks don't ask questions like that.

14 On a good day, enjoy yourself;
On a bad day, examine your conscience.
God arranges for both kinds of days
So that we won't take anything for granted.

Rest well Steve. I look forward to being reunited with you one day. Your wry humor, your subtle comments and your level head served me in so many ways. I only hope I can give as much as you did to so many folks. And I pray for all of us left behind - especially his family. No words.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Free for You

Here's a quick goodie for you... if you haven't gotten sick of my raving about Vegetarian Times, I have good news. They are making their April issue available for free digitally. I haven't gotten to try any of the recipes yet, but I have post-its tagging several:
  • Yukon Gold Potatoes & Baby Spinach Masala
  • Soda Bread Scones
  • Whole-Wheat Shells with Asparagus, Peas, Feta & Mint
  • Spring Vegetable Risotto with Goat Cheese
  • Mayan Spiced Chocolate Pudding (seriously??)

So here goes: free digital issue for April!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

These Are A Few of My Favorite Things...

It's a glorious Saturday... lots of good things to celebrate and enjoy...
  • Homemade soy latte this morning - Peet's coffee, of course, made with my Italian stovetop espresso maker.
  • Ecclesiastes in The Message - God show so much gumption by including this book in the Bible. Rock on.
  • 90 minute bike ride -- so stoked I never get tired of riding my bike. I saw bougainvillea nearly vibrate with color and marguerite daisies and citrus trees and poppies everywhere...
  • I listened to great podcasts and music as I rode.
  • My latest issue of Vegetarian Times arrived in the mail. More cool recipes will appear here, I'm sure.
  • Discovered two great new blogs -- Orangette and Victory Home Garden. Both cool locavore blogs.
  • Spring has sprung! Birds are singing up a storm outside my window... blue belly lizards are doing their quirky little push ups in the heat of the sun... orchids are bursting in bloom on my patio, salmon-colored and butter yellow roses are all over the bushes in front, our basil plant keeps giving us its wonderful leaves. Even my spunky succulents are blooming with flowers.
Praise God from whom all blessings flow.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thursday Recipe, April 16, 2009

I have already made this twice in the last month. It is DIVINE.

BREAD PUDDING

Custardy bread pudding with a sweet, dark sauce is a New Orleans dessert favorite. Day-old bread works best here because it absorbs more of the custard before baking.

(I'm giving you the full recipe here - but I've only made the half recipe myself, placing the bread and custard in a loaf pan. In the half recipe I use 2 large eggs and 1 egg white. The half recipe makes 3 large servings = 2" by 3")

Pudding
3 large eggs
2 large egg whites
1 c skim milk
3/4 c maple syrup (I use maple agave from Trader Joe's)
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
1/8 tsp ground nutmeg
5 c dubed day-old whole-wheat sandwich bread = 1 inch cubes (I use day-old sourdough from my bread machine)
1/2 c raisins
1/2 c dried cranberries

Sauce
1 c light brown sugar
1/4 c kahlua or bourbon

Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Whisk together eggs, egg white, milk, syrup, vanilla, cinnamon, and nutmeg in large bowl. Fold in cubed bread, raisins and dried cranberries. Let stand 5 minutes to allow bread to absorb custard.

Coat 9 inch square baking pan with cooking spray, then spread bread mixture in pan. Bake 35-40 minutes, or until you can press center of pudding and no raw egg mixture rises up. Cool slightly, then cut into 8 squares.

To make sauce, combine sugar and 1/2 c water in small saucepan. Bring to boil over med high heat, and boil 2 minutes. Remove from heat, and stir in bourbon or kahlua. Return to heat, and boil 2 minutes more. Transfer to pitcher and cool slightly. Pour sauce over pudding squares.

(Pssst... I top this with a little whipped cream.)